Casual Hex

Reading what I posted last night I feel quite guilty complaining about the big changes in my life over the past month. The main issue is that I have a hard time dealing with big changes. And what’s not so big for most people is a gigantic mountain for me. Aegwyn is nothing but an amazing blessing to me. She’s the most wonderful addition to my life next to Christina. I wouldn’t trade her or her Momma for anything. But Aegwyn has indeed been the biggest change in my life that I’ve ever faced. I’m on edge all of the time whether she’s sound asleep, wide awake and playful or screaming her head off because she’s hungry, needs changing or simply wants attention.

… many, many minutes later …

As stressed out as I’ve been at times, there’s times when everything is quite the opposite. Like this afternoon; I don’t know what’s changed or how I got here, but it’s been a peaceful, enjoyable afternoon. Tonight we head out for Micah’s basketball banquet. I fit in with the Lacey’s Spring crowd like Sid Vicious at a Red Hat Society luncheon but for now, getting out is getting out and it should be pleasant enough.